Peach Pie Love

#teamconan. obviously.

haha is not a sentence.
haha. is.


my paternal grandmother passed away on monday.

i have spent the week with death and family.
and
without love.


which made everything seem a bit harder.




she is at peace.
she will be missed.
she was always a classy lady.
and
will always be in my heart.

she always told me that my hair was too long.
and
she always held my hand so tight when i would sit with her.
and
she always smiled so bright when i went to visit her.


for the past year or so, whenever…

last night i mourned my grandmothers death by eating a pint of ben and jerrys while taking a bubble bath. i hate ice cream.

destroy me.
then
rebuild me.
into something else.

this time.

make my heart stronger.
and
the fight
easier.

i think.
this time.
might.
be different.

and

i hope.
this time.
is.
for real.

http://onesevensevensix.com/grab/MM-WalkOnWater.mp3

a friend of mine just got engaged.

sometimes, it’s worth the wait.
and
the hope.
and
the determination.

sometimes.

new sneakers.
thanks, matt.