January 2010
3 posts
#teamconan. obviously.
haha is not a sentence. haha. is. my paternal grandmother passed away on monday. i have spent the week with death and family. and without love. which made everything seem a bit harder. she is at peace. she will be missed. she was always a classy lady. and will always be in my heart. she always told me that my hair was too long. and she always held my hand so tight when i would sit with her....
last night i mourned my grandmothers death by eating a pint of ben and jerrys while taking a bubble bath. i hate ice cream.
November 2009
14 posts
destroy me. destroy me. then rebuild me. into something else.
this time.
make my heart stronger. and the fight easier.
i think. this time. might. be different. and i hope. this time. is. for real.
http://onesevensevensix.com/grab/MM-WalkOnWater.mp3
a friend of mine just got engaged. sometimes, it’s worth the wait. and the hope. and the determination. sometimes.
new sneakers. thanks, matt.
i am a bird. and you are a fish. and i’m growing gills.
you don’t know what it’s like. to love somebody. the way i love you. ray lamontagne covered a classic. uncovering the truth about unanswered texts.
Ray LaMontagne. Beacon theater.
About. Talks. Of love. Hope. Faith. Between Washington square park. and Central park. and A restaurant. Reisling. and Edemame. and Canadian cigarettes. and $22 glass of whiskey. The beacon. and Front row. and A feeling that won’t ever fade.
tonight. 16 years. iPod wars. drunkards. and a sense of accomplishment.
of montreal is on the new yo gabba gabba album.
October 2009
1 post
i’m thinking. time. birthdays. dylan thomas. whiskey. time. pain. and love.
September 2009
11 posts
Always Sunny was bizarrely amazing tonight.
it’s been a very random birthday thus far.
i carry your heart with me (i carry it in my heart) i am never without it (anywhere i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling) i fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) i want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true) and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret...
got the ok on my research topic. pretty excited!
texas or africa?
stephen’s coming out!!! stephen, jackie, suz. dance crew. 2009.
shitfucker. class starts next week. way to go, suz.
had a dream i got shot in the face, then i woke up with a rash. does this have anything to do with my first day of class? lame.
August 2009
16 posts
Ikea is infested with very pregnant women.
Brooklyn ice cream sandwiches.
breaking in new shoes is the pits.
turned on my sewing machine. light bulb blew out. back to knitting.
the air smelled stale. and the wind blew my dress. as i walked the platform. back and forth. hoping to run into you. shallow breaths. and pounding heart. and determination. the battle.
There are always these moments. On the train. From penn to babylon. That make you feel so unstoppable. Like you need to go out and grab what you want. Like nothing is impossible. Like you want to scream outloud to all of the other passengers. You know what you want. You know this feeling. You want it to be real. In front of your face. Right now. So you can act on it. But.
You remain a silent...
Watching a woodstock special with my folks!
is celery supposed to be in coleslaw?
Exactly one year ago. My life changed forever.
One year. One year ago today.
My life changed, forever.
ilfy.
the vet walked in and said “hey, sexy”. she was addressing my dog. ? really?
KEXP is doing a tribute to John Hughes. 80’s music galore.
i wore a dress to work today. the first thing my boss said when she walked in: “you must have a lunch date.” i tried my best not to die laughing. these people have no clue what i look like in real life.
Interesting weekend of being contently lonely. I took the 4 hour trip up to the Newport Folk Festival all alone. It was an amazing time. Ben Kweller The Low Anthem Mavis Staples Fleet Foxes Iron & Wine. I bought myself a gorgeous ring, and dangling black earrings. also a falafel sandwich and a jasmine iced tea. Matt came down from Boston and met up with me during Fleet Foxes. We went to dinner...
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this. is. painfully. true.
it’s strange. when your ex-fiance. who you haven’t spoken to in over 3 years. texts you from their new number. and won’t tell you it’s them.
Ian and I were just discussing that we love to cook, but we hate cooking for one, so we resort to the following dinners more often than we’d like to admit. 1. bowl of cereal. 2. grilled cheese. 3. pastina. 4. P B & J, or H, or H and C. 5. container of chocolate frosting. 6. combination of crackers, cookies and whatever you have in the fridge. 7. pickles. 8. overripe banana. 9....
July 2009
38 posts
just ridiculous. everything. why am i the one apologizing? i don’t have to prove myself to anyone. Ever. something has changed. maybe i’m crazy. in other news. if Erik flakes, i’ll be driving to Newport alone on Saturday. while spending the day wishing you were there.
i am killing my tv this week. i have too much to do. and so much that i want done. i spent the weekend being exhausted. being so busy is a good way to keep my mind off of other things. things that i, sadly, cannot control. like how much i miss you. because, if it were up to me… well, it’s not. i lost it this weekend. i lost it forever. i searched my sheets. the street. the couch....